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Tuesday, 6 July 2010

Cycling and Surging

06 July 2010
If you’d asked me a couple of years ago about cycling and surging I would have immediately thought about my two favorite hobbies: riding my mountain bike down a windy forest trail, and sewing up the edges of my latest homemade fashion with my surger.

Now cycling has taken on a whole new meaning, and it interferes with riding my bike at times. Surging is reserved for the day before ovulation, while creating unique clothes for baby shower gifts on my sewing machine, something I used to take great pleasure in, has become a chore that I resent and has nearly gone by the wayside.

What's happened to me? I want the innocence of cycling and surging back, but I wonder if I'll ever get it back? How many people must have a hand in my cycling and surging? What amount of medication will I need? How many cycles and surges can I handle before I break? Even if I am successful, will the old me be lost forever?


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  1. Silverdollar25 June 2011 at 19:16

    I know what you mean...I was just thinking today what life must have been like before IF...I miss the old me too.
    LisainSK, 06 July 2010 - 12:43 PM

    There are some days when I look forward to not TTCing more than I look forward to having a baby. Not really, but I can't imagine what having a baby will be like, whereas I can vaguely recall what not being TTC obsessed felt like.

    What can I say - one day 'cycling' and 'surging' will mean what they once did, but you might give a wry smile when you hear or say them, remembering that odd period of your life when even innocent words got al twisted up.
    Sapphire, 06 July 2010 - 03:06 PM

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